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02 March 2013 @ 05:27 pm

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02 March 2013 @ 03:03 pm
This is my problem with what to write first on an article. I have lots on my mind to say but nothing can beat it--nothing can beat that I don't know how to start and end this. This is always the problem on writing any article, unless your intelligent enough. Anyway, I'm writing with my lappy's keyboard again. Now, I was pursued by Dadal to update my journal. I don't think he miss reading this? I don't know why he's telling me to post photos but I'm glad he cares. My last update for sure was January 14. It feels like just last year. But I have updated my theme's color to SIMPLICITY just a week ago.

There are thousands of things happened. I change, they change, we change, yes, people change. These changes, for better or for worse, can be a trouble to your future, but whatever makes you happy for the moment, take it, grab it, feel it, enjoy it, feel the happiness around. Certain things happen. But you only notice what's on your attention. Think about it.

Did I just wrote that? Of course. It's so hot in here. Summer is coming and I don't know why I have told you about that. I just want you think? It might be. But only psychologists could understand me now or some people who do not know me but we have things in common and feels or acts the same. I have encountered or I really have undiagnosed bipolar. As I watched Silver Linings Playbook, I have realized what is in me. I was like Tifanny. I feel everybody is talking to me in third person even though I'm just around. I thought so of that that I make things for others and I get nothing in return. I still feel empty? But this is just my emotional boundless world. As our Physics teacher conducted an Intelligent Test, some what in Psychology basis, I got 110 as score and it means I am anxious. Really difficult to relax and needs weeks to keep myself captivated with nature and prone to anxiety or more danger than that.

Since I'm graduating and turning 18 this December, I want to give myself a gift, a swimming session or modeling workshops this summer. I asked my parents about this but I don't know there answers yet. I got doubts too coz I know they'll talk to me again about that were yeah, financially frustrated. World turns with money, really. And I hate to think about it. Anyone knows how can a 17 years old can turn into a billionaire? **** life. Loads of shit. UGH.

Here are photos you might consider to see. Go on. :)Collapse )
14 January 2013 @ 07:52 pm
A man’s chest is a girl’s comfort zone.
It is a warm feeling when a girl is leaning her head through a guy’s chest. It is not just about lust or anything. But, it is way to comfort herself. There’s a sense of security when you just feel the lovely curves in his chest. It’s like listening to his heartbeat and feeling her breath beneath your hair. You’ll talk about happy things and you can fall asleep. It’s one of the best yet simple moments that you can cherish with the person that you love so much. :)
20 December 2012 @ 06:42 am
I'm always active on Twitter. I spend my day tweeting there and so on. On week ends, I share time with Tumblr. Click the highlights so you could go to my sites. BTW, I deactivated my Facebook coz I am that mean.
20 December 2012 @ 06:23 am
I am just so excited to finish school, move away to a beautiful city and live in a cute and cosy apartment. Find a job that I love, meet lovely new people, explore the world, go to new places I've never been before and have everything together for once.
30 November 2012 @ 04:40 pm
Congratulations to Live Journal for making their site more nice and cool to use! :) I am like *ooooooh. It's new, what should I post anyway?* mode and AHA! LOL. So here it is:

I have not updated LJ coz of school stuffs and whatever that made my life busy and kept me away from my online diary. Anyway, I am active on Twitter, sometimes or queued on Tumblr, random on Facebook. I don't use much Facebook now especially my boyfriend is not on it anymore too, I mean he does not use it everyday. I get bored on Facebook now and don't like to like statuses and photos, etc. on people's acount unlike before that I'm a supa epa liker. It's too that I many reasons to neglect Facebook now, it happens on my username that I can't change it anymore. I regret putting it has 'poxera666' and not everybody likes that. I'm not an athiest anyway. That username was made up being a kid. You guys could understand me of course, you have things that you regret on your accounts by putting it and not allowed to change it anymore. And because of that, I want to delete my Facebook but my boyfriend won't allow me.

New things came to me also like new dresses but with shoes, no! My blouses were not branded, it's from ukay-ukay that me and bf have bought, but they have sentimental values. He, of course, chose everything that we have had bought. My Live Journal too has been updated (now). Haha. I'm too active on Twitter. I tweet there everyday. My street-style-fashion is gaining more followers and counting but my friends got lesser. Oh why? I don't talk to them like before. I keep myself in silence as possible coz whenever I talk, especially if I'm not in the mood, I hurt them with my words. Then, I regret what I've said and says sorry to them or skimmed saying it. I am not mean but my tongue is too slimmy and those words that should be kept would just go out and tell these people what I have in mind.

And so now, as my classmates roll the very web pages of Google, we have found out that NASA predicts a total black out this December and I got doubts about coz it was from Urban Legends' site. You can read here what we've read:

Subject: NASA predicts total blackout on 23-25 Dec 2012 during alignment of Universe. 
US scientists predict Universe change, total blackout of planet for 3 days from Dec 23 2012. 
It is not the end of the world, it is an alignment of the Universe, where the Sun and the earth will align for the 
first time. The earth will shift from the current third dimension to zero dimension, then shift to the forth 
dimension. During this transition, the entire Universe will face a big change, and we will see a entire brand new 
The 3 days blackout is predicted to happen on Dec 23, 24, 25....during this time, staying calm is most important, hug 
each other, pray pray pray, sleep for 3 nights...and those who survive will face a brand new world....for those not 
prepared, many will die because of fear. Be happy, enjoy every moment now. Don't worry, pray to God everyday. There 
is a lot of talk about what will happen in 2012, but many people don't believe it, and don't want to talk about it 
for fear of creating fear and panic. We don't know what will happen, but it is worth listening to USA's NASA talk 
Whether it's true or not, better be prepared. No panic, stay calm, just pray. Remember to smile more, love more, 
forgive more...everyday. 
Better avoid traveling during December. 

But according to Urban Legends http://urbanlegends.about.com/od/errata/ss/Nasa-Predicts-Total-Blackout-Dec-2012.htm Its status is FALSE. So guys, we don't need get alarmed but still we have to pray and keep our faith on what/who we believe in/to.

So, December is here and my birthday is on seventh. I hope we don't have class on that day. Hahaha! coz as what I've observed for the past three birthdays, we don't have classes so it's a birthday massacre for me! BWAHAHA! All I want for my birthday is a gift: Inside of it is my family, bf, true friends and Him. :) Happy Bonifacio Day! Happy Holidays everyone! xoxo
13 October 2012 @ 01:12 pm
So I took photos as many as possible yesterday. It's not my camera by the way. I just borrowed it from my Aunt because we'll be having our examination through making a video with our tv scripts. Yeah, I belong in a journalism class. Egotist? No, I am not. :)

At Greenwich, which is obvious. I'm with my long time coach Mrs. Uy. :)
I'm always full whenever I'm with her. Thank you so much!

I bought a dvd copy for my fave fave US president!

After studying, I took a picture of where I stayed for that night.


Yeah. I'm an early bird and I'm still alone at our room and studied my notes for a while.


Kriselle Sioco's doll shoes! :)

I bought that phone chain which really matches the hello kitty purse.





With Tatiana Kay.

My beloved dearest gorgeous mother of all time!




Mama's phone chain handed over to me.

I know. I know.
I don't know how to paint nails but I tried my best so that is my excellent one.
Nail art! Left hand.

Right hand.


So, I was not afriad of the flash. HAHA.



For the mean time, that's all. There are random things I wanted to post but because of this overthinking I had this past few days, I'm not able to have anything on my so boooyaaaaah to you Eli. :D
Mood: artisticBooh!
30 September 2012 @ 09:29 am



So, this is the new look of my fashion blog on Tumblr and I love it. Just how I love those people who cares to read this blog, love me for who am I and understands me as always. Thank you guys. You made a smile on my heart. Yes, not just on my face but on my heart. A BIG HUG FOR EVERYONE! <3

Wake up that Green Day guy. September is ending. LOL.
Two months to go and its my birth month. I don't care for a gift as long as everybody is good and present! That would be a nice present for me. :) Mahalo!

23 September 2012 @ 01:24 pm

Zina based from Barcelona.
She posses the beauty of a rock star in NYC. I nada envy her.

Since I am talking about fashion here and I am not that pennyworth, I would share some tips? whatever you call it to be wise in buying stuffs that could fit your fashion and have an affordable wardrobe and fabby bourgeois. Here... First is you don't need to have a credit or debit card for purchasing accessories, etc. online YOU could buy some imitations on what is online at the Divisoria or any stores downtown and choose what fits on your budget. You could have some access with your friends that have friends too that sell the things you are looking for or you could recycle old accessories of your mom, sisters either your dad and brother, friends then just add something that could spice it up and glam! Next is wait for your budget to come especially if you are still a student, like me, lol. Save every bill on your pocket. Be thrifty. It is a wise idea for everyone. Then have your own idea on your fashion. DON'T DARE TO BE POSER. Well, fashion now is everywhere, in and out. '60s, '70s, '80s, '90s, 20th century and to the next generations. Just be yourself. You could read magazines, in or out of the fashion and jazz up the outfit that would let everybody stare you or not! Weird as it goes but it is you. Good luck!

I just shared this since I am having trouble of being so insecure with other girls with their fashions and gadgets. It's a girls problems right? And I don't think I could not have those things without patience. :)

12 September 2012 @ 12:01 pm
I have been a dumb ass since the eight of September. I lost my temper. I got mad with JR for no apparent reason. I have read the instructions on our Advance English IV class test but still I got 11/25. I know. It really sucks. I was being absent-minded. This was because of the conflict I had with my parents. Well. I can't blame anybody for that. I was the one, who is too clumsy, for not keeping the picture from them. Sorry, I can't dare to type and post it here. I would burst my tears on the pc. 

I am not here ot share about what happened for the past few days. No sharing this time.
This is for my boyfriend. Well, who ever read this, well, thank you.

Dal. My man. Pa. Pang. You know how much I love you. Sorry for the things I've said about you, your past, or anything that offended your feelings. I might not be the perfect girl for you but I am keeping my best to be the one. Sorry if I shared things late lately, you know, I'm not yet in the good mood, I am busy too with my studies. My head is rumbling with words and problems. You know that. I can't tell you this personally so I type my thoughts here. You know me, I always cry whenever I talk to you with something like this. Pa, you have been so good to me. You understand me so well. Every time we had an arguement, you're the one who's lowering your pride first and I was with my conscience then. You're so down-to-earth. You help me with my club. You lift me up when I'm down. You know me so well. You understand and understand and understand me. I am blessed and would be blessed forever because of you. You are my lucky charm. I am sorry for everything. I promise that I'll lower my pride for the sake of our relationship. I don't want to lose you. I do get jealous but I hope you could understand me with that. I am just afraid. I love you so much. Thank you for everything you've done. Happy sixteen! :)

12 August 2012 @ 10:33 am


















12 August 2012 @ 09:27 am
  Since I missed some updates, I'll just remit it randomly.
  I had my hair cut last month and of course, it is shorter now. I was like alot mahay because of the bangs. Imperfect hair cut at all times. Next is I got my cough back and as usual it is because of my new area at the classroom that even though I just stood or sit there I'm panting and sweating to death. We had a depleting weeks because of our First Periodical Examination and Intramurals. Ryan  exclaimed that I've been to busy. I know and I'm sorry for that. Well, I was just lucky then 'coz he has been good and understanding at most times. Last day of our Intrams, he accompanied me and talk with a matter we're into. AND, when we're about to go home, I saw his anger for the first time... It was because of the faculty member of our that he asked Ryan if he is a student there and told Ryan that he'll let the police get him. I was out-of-bounds. Speechless. Murmuring. Trying to calm him. But it was useless. We went home hostile. Sigh.

  Now then... I think my brain froze a bit and Mama is in her witch attitude again so I'll leave this for a while. BRB.
11 August 2012 @ 10:54 pm
Time check: 11:01pm.
On track: Ingrid Michaelson, Somebody that I used to know.
Tabs: Facebook, LJ.

Hello LJ. Its been a long time since I updated you with a GIF but it did not even function with my CCS so I'll never mind about it. I also changed your scrolled wallpaper because of the previous one's lousiness. Well, since I left you hanging, it's pretty obvious that I have been busy with stuffs that to think that it's useless. I'm studying, trying my best and still they're telling me I'll study more. Next, they'll say it again. What is the problem guys? Come to think of me... I'm not five years old anymore. I know you're scared. I'm scared too but as what as you thought me, I should be brave to face the world. And now where is that world you call? You're making a world for me.

I'll stop here and continue thinking for the next story of my life... Something disrupted me while I'm typing with my keyboards AND I need to get some sleep. It has been a loooong weekend. Good night fella. Well, who ever cares to read this blog.
Mood: numbNGA-NGA!
24 June 2012 @ 10:32 am

Mood: okayxd
24 June 2012 @ 09:36 am

Chernobyl Diaries is an original story from Oren Peli, who first terrified audiences with his groundbreaking thriller, "Paranormal Activity." The film follows a group of six young tourists who, looking to go off the beaten path, hire an "extreme tour" guide. Ignoring warnings, he takes them into the city of Pripyat, the former home to the workers of the Chernobyl nuclear reactor, but a deserted town since the disaster more than 25 years ago. After a brief exploration of the abandoned city, however, the group soon finds themselves stranded, only to discover that they are not alone...

This movie was on theaters last May 25th, 2012 and I was not able to see it. The movie Dark Shadows too. I should be updated from now on. I'm getting addicted with movies. Interesting movies, of course. Now, I am waiting for the movie The Host. I know it will show on March 29 next year but I'm kinda excited and I want to see it. It was based with Stephenie Meyer's novel. I was able to read it before but I get rid of it because of being lazy going to the bookstore. Haha!

Mood: excitedYAY!
23 June 2012 @ 05:53 pm
I am sorry on how I hate my father. You don't know him... But if you do, you might as well hate him. Rumors spread out in just a second. Itchy tongues add words and more words on each sentences. Mostly, paraphrasing. Would you just think of your own good? People change because of people too! Correct me if I'm wrong. I don't want to hurt feelings, so just leave me alone. If you want to comfort me, then comfort. I need that too... But I am not forcing anyone to do that. I am not the kind of person to tell a person to comfort me because I have this problem, I have this problem and this another problem. The hell no! And please? If you're about to advise me with family issues, I would just tell you to shut up. I don't need advises, FOR NOW. You're making me more insane and  confuse. But If you do really want that to, so be it. Try to convince me, let's try your patience and guts!
Mood: nauseatedSort of.